Being induced

They can't let me go any longer and I am being induced 12/26 at 6:30am. The process is 4 steps and can take as long as 48-72 hours. I am scared. This is not how I wanted things to go. I worked hard this whole pregnancy to maximize my chances of having a natural birth. I have tried everything to get things going. I don't think Marc ever thought he would have so much sex with a 9 month pregnant woman. Anyway I am really depressed.